Hiatus

I feel it should be time for me to put something here. But then who says I should or shouldn’t do anything? Me mainly, other than the sundry impositions the so called laws of the country see fit to impose upon me. So really, as far as this blog is concerned, I should only do it when I feel like it. Do I feel like it? Apparently so, otherwise I wouldn’t be writing this. But why write something when all you’re saying is there’s nothing to say? I have no answer for that. There feels to be a purpose of some description and maybe that will become apparent, or maybe it won’t. We’ll see.

Here are the things I want to do as regards to online creations and expressions:

I want to put photos of my recent paintings etc here. There’s a real difficulty in doing that with two of them because being on eggs it’s a virtual impossibility to show them to any advantage at all, and my recent painting seems rather hard to capture too.

I was planning on going somewhere very photogenic today but there were several severe weather warnings so I decided I’d prefer not to get blown or washed away and will hopefully do it tomorrow. Perhaps there’ll be some images, thoughts, feelings coming out of that.

It’s curious when you’re in a hiatus. There’s a sense of things happening but they don’t seem definable or feasible to capture in words or images, yet they have a significance of some kind. One of the hardest things of all to do is nothing. Sometimes when it’s forced on you, when life just seems to stop and there you are, yet you know by daring to embrace that nothing something quite significant could manifest. Then there’s the doing nothing that you have to make yourself do because what you really want to do is some self sabotaging self justifying behaviour you know is the very last thing you should do yet often does really well at convincing you action is vital, important and immediate.

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